So, never really done this before, don't even know if anyone reads these, but there are alot of things I know I would feel better about once I have said. To say in recent days I have been depressed is a complete understatement. I don't feel weak emotions, it's all or nothing, so it takes alot to hurt me as deeply as I have been hurt. I don't want to spew my deepest darkest feelings on the Internet so I will keep this mildly vauge, I feel so separated, it's like everyone is always talking about stuff that has absolutely no relevance to me, or my 'friends' will go up and hug each other and such and I just get hello. Not only have I been watchin